Guardian Angel II 23
She breaks the rosary so that it won't look like she was lying about breaking her rosary puts it down beside her and starts checking her social network. But she is restless, and picks the rosary back up and prays. By the time she has finished the rosary, she feels more open to going to confession. She decides to examine her conscience and write down what she would confess - "just in case."
She attempts to return to "the real world," but it satisfies her less and less. She becomes more and more discontent with the world, and begins to feel real sorrow over her sins - including disregard of religious items. Her desire to change grows as she prays. She prepares hesitantly to do the work and begin more whole-heartedly on a different way of life - but she isn't entirely sure about this different way of life. Still, there is a peace and lightness to it that is a welcome relief to her after the burden, stress, restlessness, weight and depression that she couldn't shake.
-Meg
She attempts to return to "the real world," but it satisfies her less and less. She becomes more and more discontent with the world, and begins to feel real sorrow over her sins - including disregard of religious items. Her desire to change grows as she prays. She prepares hesitantly to do the work and begin more whole-heartedly on a different way of life - but she isn't entirely sure about this different way of life. Still, there is a peace and lightness to it that is a welcome relief to her after the burden, stress, restlessness, weight and depression that she couldn't shake.
-Meg